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AAAAAHHHH
HOW DO YOU EVEN ANATOMY?
WHY FOR IT BE SO DANG HARD ;A; I CANT DO ANATOMY FOR SHIT!! ;n; IM CLOSE TO GIVING UP GUYS! I HAVENT EVEN TOUCHED A PENCIL IN ALMOST THREE MONTHS!

Hey guys ! I am so so so so so so so so so so so so so so sorry that i havent been on! I have been busy helping out my aunt, whom i have been living with for the past four months. lol my moms car broke down so she cant drive to pick me up, even though her cancer is getting gone like a cat who just had water poured on it... i miss my mommy.... but anyways, i will reply to any comments, notes, and other stuff asap, ok? and please commission me, as i have recently picked up the habit of cutting myself, and i need to keep my hands busy....... love you guys! ttyl!

Hiya! I am making a Steven Universe art magazine, and I am looking for artists of any skill level to help me by submitting art!
Rules:
MUST BE STEVEN UNIVERSE RELATED!
NO DEADLINE- Not until my quest is complete! I need a minimum of 34 more artists to submit art!
NO NSFW
NO STEALING WORK
NO RUDE/MEAN COMMENTS ON OTHERS WORK OR YOU WILL BE DISQUALIFIED!

Other than that, the magazine will be free to the public, and all credit for the art will go to the artists!
I do not judge harshly, and first come first serve!
I am willing to pay one credit to the artists who submit, until i run out of them!
Contact me on here or on my Tumblr: @ bigbuffcheetohpuff97!
Hope to see you around!
I love you all, and I hope that I get more fabulous artists to join!
Oh, by the way, this magazine is helping me keep my mind off my depression/suicidal thoughts...
At least im putting effort into being happy, right?
Any further questions? Contact me!
Dont be shy, I dont bite!

The reason why I was not on yesterday much is because … well… I was 80% successful at killing myself….I was so close to the light… but someone came by and cut the rope….My wrists were cut to hell, and I was crying….
What caused it this time? 
Some group of boy came to me, when I was alone… and then they started to spit on me, call me names, and tell me that “I should be home cooking and cleaning with my mother, like all bitches should.” Then I was pushed to the ground… and the next thing I know, I was being felt up….. I was glad they didn’t go farther than that… but I felt so sick.. so dirty…. I couldn’t stand it….. so i grabbed some tree roots and hung myself. But two girls came by and cut me down, then called the cops on me….. I only told the cop my name and if I’m going to be ok…. but i was so pissed t\at them for saving me, I was growling and hissing, spit flying from between my teeth… But today I called the lady and told her an apology, and that I was sorry, since she was only doing her job… And from the wounds on my wrists, I lost almost a pint of blood…. if it weren’t for those people who helped me, I wouldn’t be here….. I am so sorry for all that I do.. the bad AND the good….I have been hurt so many times… I’ve been betrayed..used….abused…. And all by either “plastic girls” or men…. And because of that, I find it hard to trust anyone, even my friends… but I have learned to trust, thanks to my tumblr, DeviantArt, Facebook, Twitter, and Skype friends.. all whom I consider family. Because of you guys, I’m still alive…. And I thank you for that…. *falls to knees crying* I cannot thank you guys and girls enough for the kindness..caring…love…and overall support. I love you all from the bottom of my heart….. and I hope to meet more friends and make them my family…. So, if anyone who reads this knows someone who is nice, and talkative, and friendly, please, don’t be afraid to send them my way… that will give me another reason to live. 

Well, my gf broke up with me two days ago.... And I've been cutting like a possessed knife with rabies..... God. Why can't I find anyone who will actually stay with me? I'm so desperate r n I'll fucking murder Obama to get a gf or bf .....ugh I miss being wanted ... Hugged... Hugging ... And the overall love ...